Bleh... Boring...
It's been really shitty here the past couple of weeks ~__~
Everyone and their mother has been working 50+ hours, and so I've been stuck at home every night doing not much beyond drawing and chatting...
I can't think of anything new to put into my portfolio...I was thinking about re-drawing some older pictures that I thought were really good at the time.
Today was really crappy too... I woke up at my own will (My mind was wondering why I haven't heard my alarm yet)only to find out that it was 7:00!!! SHIIIIIT >___< I had 5 minutes to get to the bus stop! Luckly, I had my lunch from yesturday that I didn't eat/forgot to bring so, desperatly, I took that. I didn't bring my DS or CD player (oh, the essentials *laughs*) and I had no time to shower or properly brush my teeth. So here I am, on the bus, smelly and wearing the exact same cloths as the night before >___<. Once we got there, Keia (that's how you spell it! =D) Had a minor stress attack-thingy...so she got to go home >_O Well fuck. I'm smelly, AND I don't have my partner in crime to work with today... Also....she took my lunch with her T_T So now I had no lunch... Luckly, today was an easy day, so I decided to go back to the sevice bulding and actually bought a lunch.
Ung...I've been looking through my old sketchbooks latley...
I never do that. I only look through these things unless absolutly necessary u__u They hold far too many sweet memories that aren't a relaity anymore. It reminds me of simpler things... Everytime I look through them, I miss Alex and I start to fall in love with Andrew all over again. *sigh* It's very bitter-sweet. But, all in all, I'm thankfull for them and the memories they hold. Even if I get sad everytime I look through em :P There was this time I was looking through Kimahri-kun (my green sketchbook. The last one I did in highschool. The most memorable one) with Jim and we came across this check list I made for my senior year. It was interesting to read...looking back at all the short-term goals for the year...I ended acomplishing afew of them (but never really crossed any out. But there was the last one on the list that read "Be with Alex forever". Yeeeeeeeeeah.... Needless to say, I had to close the book and take a second. Damn this sentimental heart of mine. ~___~
Anyways...tis time to make some din din :3
Everyone and their mother has been working 50+ hours, and so I've been stuck at home every night doing not much beyond drawing and chatting...
I can't think of anything new to put into my portfolio...I was thinking about re-drawing some older pictures that I thought were really good at the time.
Today was really crappy too... I woke up at my own will (My mind was wondering why I haven't heard my alarm yet)only to find out that it was 7:00!!! SHIIIIIT >___< I had 5 minutes to get to the bus stop! Luckly, I had my lunch from yesturday that I didn't eat/forgot to bring so, desperatly, I took that. I didn't bring my DS or CD player (oh, the essentials *laughs*) and I had no time to shower or properly brush my teeth. So here I am, on the bus, smelly and wearing the exact same cloths as the night before >___<. Once we got there, Keia (that's how you spell it! =D) Had a minor stress attack-thingy...so she got to go home >_O Well fuck. I'm smelly, AND I don't have my partner in crime to work with today... Also....she took my lunch with her T_T So now I had no lunch... Luckly, today was an easy day, so I decided to go back to the sevice bulding and actually bought a lunch.
Ung...I've been looking through my old sketchbooks latley...
I never do that. I only look through these things unless absolutly necessary u__u They hold far too many sweet memories that aren't a relaity anymore. It reminds me of simpler things... Everytime I look through them, I miss Alex and I start to fall in love with Andrew all over again. *sigh* It's very bitter-sweet. But, all in all, I'm thankfull for them and the memories they hold. Even if I get sad everytime I look through em :P There was this time I was looking through Kimahri-kun (my green sketchbook. The last one I did in highschool. The most memorable one) with Jim and we came across this check list I made for my senior year. It was interesting to read...looking back at all the short-term goals for the year...I ended acomplishing afew of them (but never really crossed any out. But there was the last one on the list that read "Be with Alex forever". Yeeeeeeeeeah.... Needless to say, I had to close the book and take a second. Damn this sentimental heart of mine. ~___~
Anyways...tis time to make some din din :3