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Is it weird to feel so unwanted yet so loved at the same time? Of course by different people. It seems that in the midst of losing so much, I've gained so much more. It's so unreal almost... things seem to be falling into place in all the right ways. I mean normally I would really really be hurt by things, but like right now, it's like I'm so happy about other things and with other people that it just balanced out.. well not really even balanced.. cuz the negativity is so much lower. i wanna thank those people who have been so fucking awesome lately.