Apr 15, 2010 12:59
Pretty much everything not involving my home life/I use as a coping mechanism is going to be postponed for a while.
Todd's mother, Diane, passed away this morning. She was more like a mother to me, I daresay, than my own mother has been. I'm pretty out of sorts, as I'm not used to feeling this much emotion at one time. I know, intrinsically, that she's better off this way, outside of the pain that she'd been fighting through for years. But it's also still true that, no matter how and how frequently I prepared myself for this eventuality, it's hit me like a ten ton cement truck anyway. She fought so hard to keep living that I just... didn't see this happening so soon.
I'll still be around to talk, but I might be kind of sappy and weepy and shit for a few days. RP is going to be basically suspended, and I apologize if I get snippy or anything.
breaking news,
weepy sappy shit