094 - Unforseeable future. Or is it?
I have a lot of mixed feelings right now. But I suppose there's nothing I can do about it. I can only sit there and stare and watch things as they happen. It's looking a lot like what happened with someone who I considered a best friend at the time. And they slowly drifted away.
It's happening once again. With someone else. Another who I consider a best friend. And I don't like it. And I don't like THAT. And there's nothing I can do about it.
But I think I have every right to be upset, angry, and riled-up. I've been down that road before. Many a time, unfortunately. And all I can do, again, is sit there and stare. I can understand to some degree, but it makes me very angry when what I say goes in one ear and out the other.
This may be cruel, but I won't be there to hold a hand when they're hurt. Because I tried to warn them. All I can say at that point is, "I told you so."
Being wrapped around someone else's finger is the BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD. REALLY.
And the best part about it? When they came into the picture, they change.
You want to keep your friends? Then don't shun them. Talk to them more. Spend time with them more. The world does not revolve around the other. The world will not end if they are not there. It will simply go on.
I'm just utterly disappointed that this is happening, and I really didn't want to see them here.
I'd better not find out that they're here in the house when we're all gone off to work or school. That will make me very unhappy. As will the other people.
If you cannot understand this message, then please don't try. It'd be better off if you didn't
It's happening once again. With someone else. Another who I consider a best friend. And I don't like it. And I don't like THAT. And there's nothing I can do about it.
But I think I have every right to be upset, angry, and riled-up. I've been down that road before. Many a time, unfortunately. And all I can do, again, is sit there and stare. I can understand to some degree, but it makes me very angry when what I say goes in one ear and out the other.
This may be cruel, but I won't be there to hold a hand when they're hurt. Because I tried to warn them. All I can say at that point is, "I told you so."
Being wrapped around someone else's finger is the BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD. REALLY.
And the best part about it? When they came into the picture, they change.
You want to keep your friends? Then don't shun them. Talk to them more. Spend time with them more. The world does not revolve around the other. The world will not end if they are not there. It will simply go on.
I'm just utterly disappointed that this is happening, and I really didn't want to see them here.
I'd better not find out that they're here in the house when we're all gone off to work or school. That will make me very unhappy. As will the other people.
If you cannot understand this message, then please don't try. It'd be better off if you didn't