May 14, 2002 22:11
Jayryd: yeargh
Vaeael: I have such retarded mood swings lately
Vaeael: After showering/during it I decided out of fucking no where that I should cut my hair/the long part. After getting out, I had the hair bundled in hand and went to do so, then I just.. didn't.. And instead I cut a tiny amount from a parting that always went upward no matter what I did with it, and I was done. Christ how stupid.
Jayryd: 0_o
Vaeael: I kind of think I know why.
Vaeael: My family (dad's side) has always wanted me to cut my hair. They always said only girls should keep their hair long, and I always kept it long to spite them, but now... I'm not around them anymore, so I shouldn't have to keep the spite up... But I kept it anyway.
Vaeael: Back beeeefore I knew Kevin and Sharon were assholes, they were.. well, that way to my parents. Not me. And I was like.. six or seven. Kevin promised he'd hang out with me more often if I'd cut my hair, of all things. So I agreed and my parents weren't there. Nina's been freakish about a boy having long hair, too. But now, eeeeeeeh.
Swings are so stupid.