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I think this is the first time all break that she and I haven't talked. I know she was busy, she warned me she might be. But still. It's weird. I messaged her twice, because I figure it gives her something to look at when she gets back from doing whatever she was doing. She says I'm really the only friend who contacts her much over breaks. She's happy to get my messages. I just... ugh, I just hope I don't mess up anything. When I'm around her, I'm in heaven. I could die happy every night. Even when it's been a bad day, even when I had been freaking out and doing awful things just moments before... when she walks into my home, or when I finally meet up with her somewhere, everything bad in the world melts away. She gives me hope and peace like nobody else.
Went to Monroe today and had my tattoo worked on. Met a girl named Greiye who is apprenticing at the shop for piercings. Went on a random adventure to Redbox and Gamestop before heading home. Phoebus bought me a copy of Fable II for my new Xbox. =) I am excited to play it. Though, I'm not sure if I want to start it while I'm playing Assassin's Creed. AC:R is really fun so far. I'm glad I got it. I can't wait until we get back to school so we can all play L4D again. I miss my L4D nights with Victoria. I'll make her a profile on my Xbox when she's around to choose the name. We can get all our achievements on MY Xbox this time. x3 Poor Maegan has almost all of them unlocked on hers, so now that she actually OWNS the game, she'll have very little to work toward. Whoops. Can't help how much fun it is. L4D has been a staple game in our group since I convinced John to get it so long ago.
I went to bed super early tonight. Slept from 9:30 to 3 AM. Not sure how many more hours I can sleep. @.@ I might just set my alarm for 8 AM. That gives me time to pack before heading back home to my apartment. It's been nice spending time with my family and friends here, but this really isn't my home anymore. Home is back in the city, surrounded by people who love hitting up IHOP at 4 AM and parties and all-night video game sessions and anime viewing parties. Where I know the streets by name and can give instructions that don't include "turn left at the barn" or "turn off the paved road."
I'm toying around with potential after-college jobs. I can't believe that this is my last semester of undergrad. Time flies. I have ordered my cap and gown and everything. In May, I'll be a graduate. Officially. It's so weird to think about. I'm glad I stuck with it all this time. Going to college and staying in college has been the best decision ever. I love my friends, I love being popular and having a bunch of people constantly wanting my attention. I love my apartment, and I love hosting Friday Dinners. I'm just happy. And it's good. It's really, really good.
Went to Monroe today and had my tattoo worked on. Met a girl named Greiye who is apprenticing at the shop for piercings. Went on a random adventure to Redbox and Gamestop before heading home. Phoebus bought me a copy of Fable II for my new Xbox. =) I am excited to play it. Though, I'm not sure if I want to start it while I'm playing Assassin's Creed. AC:R is really fun so far. I'm glad I got it. I can't wait until we get back to school so we can all play L4D again. I miss my L4D nights with Victoria. I'll make her a profile on my Xbox when she's around to choose the name. We can get all our achievements on MY Xbox this time. x3 Poor Maegan has almost all of them unlocked on hers, so now that she actually OWNS the game, she'll have very little to work toward. Whoops. Can't help how much fun it is. L4D has been a staple game in our group since I convinced John to get it so long ago.
I went to bed super early tonight. Slept from 9:30 to 3 AM. Not sure how many more hours I can sleep. @.@ I might just set my alarm for 8 AM. That gives me time to pack before heading back home to my apartment. It's been nice spending time with my family and friends here, but this really isn't my home anymore. Home is back in the city, surrounded by people who love hitting up IHOP at 4 AM and parties and all-night video game sessions and anime viewing parties. Where I know the streets by name and can give instructions that don't include "turn left at the barn" or "turn off the paved road."
I'm toying around with potential after-college jobs. I can't believe that this is my last semester of undergrad. Time flies. I have ordered my cap and gown and everything. In May, I'll be a graduate. Officially. It's so weird to think about. I'm glad I stuck with it all this time. Going to college and staying in college has been the best decision ever. I love my friends, I love being popular and having a bunch of people constantly wanting my attention. I love my apartment, and I love hosting Friday Dinners. I'm just happy. And it's good. It's really, really good.