strange....
hmmmm, feeling wierd today...still am not happy...at least I am not sad...I think...not exactly sure how I feel...
wish people weren't doing stuff today, would have liked to chill properly with people, especially since everyone practically left by 12:30 last night since they were all tired...totally understandable...but still, this just want to feel a bit more special...but oh well, the day is almost done, and then there will be no reason for me to be special...especially since another bday is coming up day after tomorrow and already plans are being made for that one...I just feel kind of glossed over...
but I am not unhappy, it was a nice evening, just wish there was some more substance to it...like last year, man that was an awesome day...
wish people weren't doing stuff today, would have liked to chill properly with people, especially since everyone practically left by 12:30 last night since they were all tired...totally understandable...but still, this just want to feel a bit more special...but oh well, the day is almost done, and then there will be no reason for me to be special...especially since another bday is coming up day after tomorrow and already plans are being made for that one...I just feel kind of glossed over...
but I am not unhappy, it was a nice evening, just wish there was some more substance to it...like last year, man that was an awesome day...