shit...
shit...
that's the only word that has been going through my mind lately...shit...nothing seems to be going right...and I don't feel like pretending that it is ok...but also I don't feel like explaining my situation...shit...
getting annoyed with being alone...but I know that is the only way I feel right...maybe I have been spending too much time by myself...now don't know how to be with others...especially with her, everytime I am with her, my feelings just like erupt...but I know she doesn't want me...I am waaaaaaaaaaaaay too far in the comfort zone to be able to crawl back up...sometimes I wonder if she even knows how I feel...it would be a lot worse if she did...uhhh, better not think of this...
hmmm, haven't worked properly on my essay...better get that done...must get it done by this monday...I probably will especially since I am not planning on doing anything else this weekend...
Red Light District Party coming soon!! That HAS to be a good party...its just gotta be...
that's the only word that has been going through my mind lately...shit...nothing seems to be going right...and I don't feel like pretending that it is ok...but also I don't feel like explaining my situation...shit...
getting annoyed with being alone...but I know that is the only way I feel right...maybe I have been spending too much time by myself...now don't know how to be with others...especially with her, everytime I am with her, my feelings just like erupt...but I know she doesn't want me...I am waaaaaaaaaaaaay too far in the comfort zone to be able to crawl back up...sometimes I wonder if she even knows how I feel...it would be a lot worse if she did...uhhh, better not think of this...
hmmm, haven't worked properly on my essay...better get that done...must get it done by this monday...I probably will especially since I am not planning on doing anything else this weekend...
Red Light District Party coming soon!! That HAS to be a good party...its just gotta be...