Apr 22, 2007 03:43
so my favorite person is in jail. go figure.
I'm very sad lately. I feel alone. I feel lost.
It's easy to say I will be this and won't do that. But words are much easier said than actions are completed.
I wish there was something I could do.
Wish I could be with him. Wish I could talk to someone truthfully.
I miss myself. I wish men weren't the same.
I wish I felt differently.
I wish I could go back.
But then I would miss wonderful people. But I'd be myself. and not this person I have grown so apart from. I do not feel like me. at all.