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clearly not diggin, my current position,
wish i could go back, but I can't, so i'm missin,
what I had, what I'm losing, wonderin' when this is gonna leave,
this pain in my heart, that i've carried on my sleeve,
But it's so hard when I'm missin my mom, but not her roof above,
it's like I can go home, but I'll lose the freedom that I love,
I can save money, but not friends, cause they come and go like water,
But I'm grown now and she still wants to control her baby daughter,
I miss the comfort, but I don't miss the home, I miss my mom, but man we got phones,
I could get another J.O.B. and make more bread and cheese,
but that'd pay the rent and not all the groceries,
i don't know what to do, cause comin back to mom's is gonna kill me,
like it'd save my wallet from dying, but at home, social life ain't thrilling,
and coming home, and isn't on my list of things to accomplish,
and it's like a blessing and curse because I do and don't want it
i can come home, save some checks, stay at school and not rest,
i don't know, I don't know and I hate this uncertainty,
i don't know where to go and this thinkin is hurtin me,
I wish I knew, who to follow, what to do, where to go,
and why i feel like I'm walkin uphill, barefoot, both ways in the snow
but i don't and I'm stuck watching the veiw from up here,
looking hard and fast for my future, as it gets so much closer to near.
i know its not in-sync but you can grasp the concept...:)
wish i could go back, but I can't, so i'm missin,
what I had, what I'm losing, wonderin' when this is gonna leave,
this pain in my heart, that i've carried on my sleeve,
But it's so hard when I'm missin my mom, but not her roof above,
it's like I can go home, but I'll lose the freedom that I love,
I can save money, but not friends, cause they come and go like water,
But I'm grown now and she still wants to control her baby daughter,
I miss the comfort, but I don't miss the home, I miss my mom, but man we got phones,
I could get another J.O.B. and make more bread and cheese,
but that'd pay the rent and not all the groceries,
i don't know what to do, cause comin back to mom's is gonna kill me,
like it'd save my wallet from dying, but at home, social life ain't thrilling,
and coming home, and isn't on my list of things to accomplish,
and it's like a blessing and curse because I do and don't want it
i can come home, save some checks, stay at school and not rest,
i don't know, I don't know and I hate this uncertainty,
i don't know where to go and this thinkin is hurtin me,
I wish I knew, who to follow, what to do, where to go,
and why i feel like I'm walkin uphill, barefoot, both ways in the snow
but i don't and I'm stuck watching the veiw from up here,
looking hard and fast for my future, as it gets so much closer to near.
i know its not in-sync but you can grasp the concept...:)