Admonition
I'm trying not to cry I really am Why does it bother me so much after all this time Why does my heart ache Why do I care anything at all for her I thought everything was dead inside My head hurts My eyes can't see I don't want to sleep I want to figure me out I'm so tired of everything I'm having problems focusing my eyes Everything is so blurry I need to go home and rest I need to figure out what I'm going to do About me About things About ppl About everything I'm not ok Not with a lot of things I don't know if everything will work out I'm not ok I'm hurt I'm trying not to cry But I'm me