Life in general
Well i haven't been on here in a while, maybe thats why i have been so confused...now here to release my thoughts and stresses etc. Oh well. I am currently in work, with no work to do until 4.30 this afternoon!!So i shall be super duper bored. Some recent situations have taught me that people are not what they seem to be. Do not trust i suppose...though naturally i am to trusting with people. And they take advantage of that. What can i say really!! I am working in Trafford Park and currently do not hate it, ok so its not the best job in the world...fair money. Though money is not everything it cannot make you happy, only buy you things that can keep you happy on a short term basis. Though this year is 2005 and it is a new year and new start for me!! People say old friends are best and will never betray you though i don't agree with this cos no matter who they are to you, humans will naturally decide to betray you if it it is in their interest. Whilst at work i have made a few friends and one *Kim* had shown me not to give a fuck what people thought of you, no matter what happens. Though *Nicola* made me realize do this to much and you end up being disliked. *Pete* was the one person who was him and is always him, the Chandler of my office you could say!! Though there are some people that dislike him.I suppose no matter what you do in life you are always going to be hurting or affecting someones life.Which i don't want to do in a bad way, i would rather make my own life and close ones happy.
So i have settled, instead of trying to be like someone i am going to be me! I wish not to know anyones business that is gossip that way it cannot be stirred. I wish not to hear rumours as then cannot be repeated. This is the new me like it then i'm happy and maybe we can chat over the new views of 2005?!?! Don't like it? well unfortunately thats tough for you. I cannot help nor make up your mind on your views of me. Only you can see that. Have a good day everyone and hope to hear from you soon Kaz xxxx