"gorgeous"
aaaw man this spring break was fun. especially these last few days because of my GORGEOUS cousins :). guys i don't think i could have had any more fun. really i don't. haha the man in the black and white stripes. too funny. lol rockin' it in the civic. that was so much fun. mel you're an amazing driver. i can't believe i actually got to drive hehehe. next time you see me i'll be better..i promise! and next time you can give me some lessons too ;). ooh cass i hope you're feeling better. at least we got a nice laugh out of it (getting the vomit all over tori) HAHA. just kiddding. it wasn't funny. i really hope you feel better babes.
"you smell like onions =\"--pahhaha.
hmm..i feel like my mom treats me like i'm 5. i feel like she won't let me do anything at all and sometimes i feel like i'm in prison. i can't stand this anymore. she doesn't think i should even get my permit when im 16..uhm okay? that seriously better have been a joke. she said i'm not allowed to grow up and she can't see me driving so she really doesn't think i should for a long time. UGH. and honestly ever since i got home today all she did was put me down..i don't know if she meant to or not but she did. don't get me wrong i love her and she is a cool mom..but for some reason she doesn't treat me like she used to. it really pisses me off. everything i do is wrong. if anyone has advice on how to make her cooler tell me...
on another note..i'm SO confused once again. you tell me you feel like i should belong to you..then you don't talk to me for like a week...and then you tell me you're mad at me because i don't answer my phone? i honestly think you just never dialed my number. you also told me you needed to talk to me and you'd call me..which you didn't. this really needs to stop. you told me that i cant be mad at you and i never stay mad at you..well sadly you're right. i just seriously want you to stop doing this to me.
i can't take it..what am i waiting for?
my heart's still breaking. i miss you even more..
and i can't fake it the way i could before.
i hate you but i love you. i can't stop thinking of you.
it's true-im stuck on you.
<3
"you smell like onions =\"--pahhaha.
hmm..i feel like my mom treats me like i'm 5. i feel like she won't let me do anything at all and sometimes i feel like i'm in prison. i can't stand this anymore. she doesn't think i should even get my permit when im 16..uhm okay? that seriously better have been a joke. she said i'm not allowed to grow up and she can't see me driving so she really doesn't think i should for a long time. UGH. and honestly ever since i got home today all she did was put me down..i don't know if she meant to or not but she did. don't get me wrong i love her and she is a cool mom..but for some reason she doesn't treat me like she used to. it really pisses me off. everything i do is wrong. if anyone has advice on how to make her cooler tell me...
on another note..i'm SO confused once again. you tell me you feel like i should belong to you..then you don't talk to me for like a week...and then you tell me you're mad at me because i don't answer my phone? i honestly think you just never dialed my number. you also told me you needed to talk to me and you'd call me..which you didn't. this really needs to stop. you told me that i cant be mad at you and i never stay mad at you..well sadly you're right. i just seriously want you to stop doing this to me.
i can't take it..what am i waiting for?
my heart's still breaking. i miss you even more..
and i can't fake it the way i could before.
i hate you but i love you. i can't stop thinking of you.
it's true-im stuck on you.
<3