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worked today...
cried on the way home...
cryed some more when i got home...
yelled at steve
talked to amanda for like 5 min...
called emily... she will call me tomorrow... kt was over and they were watching a movie so she couldnt talk...
talked to jess for a few min... but idk...
felt like i had no one to talk to...
felt wicked alone and unloved and like no one gives a shit about me...
fely like nothing mattered any more...
really sucky stuff...
i just wanted to die...
then called nikki whom i havent talked to in forever...
talked about some stuff for 45 min... it was nice...
i wish my friends were there for me when i needed them... but then again... thats probably expecting to much... becides i dont have any friends any wayz because im a fucking loser... and i hav4e no life and im ugly and theres nothing good about me... im a worthless piece of shit... wtf
why the hell do i always like guyz that cant like me back...
gotta love that one...
wicked upset tonight... idk...
comment if u love me :'(
cried on the way home...
cryed some more when i got home...
yelled at steve
talked to amanda for like 5 min...
called emily... she will call me tomorrow... kt was over and they were watching a movie so she couldnt talk...
talked to jess for a few min... but idk...
felt like i had no one to talk to...
felt wicked alone and unloved and like no one gives a shit about me...
fely like nothing mattered any more...
really sucky stuff...
i just wanted to die...
then called nikki whom i havent talked to in forever...
talked about some stuff for 45 min... it was nice...
i wish my friends were there for me when i needed them... but then again... thats probably expecting to much... becides i dont have any friends any wayz because im a fucking loser... and i hav4e no life and im ugly and theres nothing good about me... im a worthless piece of shit... wtf
why the hell do i always like guyz that cant like me back...
gotta love that one...
wicked upset tonight... idk...
comment if u love me :'(