wow

Feb 27, 2005 21:38

ok... so one girl at work... apparently refuses to work with me because i have an additude problem... wow.. that sux... and i cant even remember who she is... but apparently... she told nancy if she ever had to work with me she wouldnt show up for work... wow... thats crule... umm yeah... and idk what the hell i did to piss her off... yeah...
tina and a few waitresses and kelly dont like me... wow thats hot...
umm... i probably... dont have a shot with kevin.. because he like thinks im stupid and im crazy or something... so yeah... thats cool...

what a depressing night...
and amanda... dont get mad at me for posting this or being upset.. but.. you had to expect me to cry and be upset about it... seriously... and im not saying you would get mad eather... so yeah... idk...

wow... this totally sux... i have no shot what so ever with eather of the guyz i like... this is fun
and i have an additude problem, im crazy, stupid, and talk to much.... wow...

i bet i could continue this list:
i hate how i fucking look
im a bitch to everyone even if i dont try to be
my pathedic excuse of being sarcastic to ppl sux because everyone takes it to seriously
i never know when to shut up
i lead ppl on
i mess with ppls heads
im fucking so stupid i cant even read
im a pushy aragent bossy dumb idiotic hyperactive depressed bipolar, fucking bitch
wow... i love my life... not
i cant stand to look at myself in the fucking mirror because i really and truely hate how i look... i really really do... :'(
if i were someone else... i wouldnt even wanna be friend with me... so how could i expect anyone else to wanna be friends with me
im shallow
im a loser
i suck at life in general
im concided
i argue
i bitch and complain
i dont know how to treat my friends
i dont know how to act properly at work... so that they dont think i have an additude...
im emotional
im psycodic and mental
im gonna be alone forever...
and im attention seeking and overly dramadic...
im fucking alergic to everything
im dyslexic
i cant have dary
i procrastinate really really badly
im just so... unperfect... and concidering im a perfectionest... it sux to be me...

wow... i hate my life :'(

im gonna go cry now... :'(
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