its been a while.

[kayu]

I had fun at the keys. I became closer to a few people. grateful for all my friends, even those whom i dont get to see as often. i still think about them regularly.

today finished crying the most ive cried in a long time.
I still can't believe it happened, and that it caused all that crying.
i feel tarnished.

but 70% of me thinks it will be better.

i'm not comfortable anymore. i can't forget.

in the end, people change, things and circumstances change.
i still want that promise.
no matter how much it hurts to say it or think about it.
i want it.

there is today, yes.
i'm gonna start crying again.