So as things are looking up, I have finally realized and snapped out of the trance I had been on. I cannot say I am 100% well yet but like with everything it will take time for me to be back to full capacity. However, I do have to say that I have my motivation back and thousands of ideas and inspiration are floating around in my head. I wish so much to do them all and be good at them. But I know I need to take things one step at a time before I totally explode or collapse. Yeah! I don't want to do that one bit.
I've wasted so much time in the past month and half all due to depression and self pity, and other issues that came about. I am done with it all. I have so much to look forward to I cannot just sit back and let it keep bringing me down.
That is why this is a new dirrection and a new me. I will not let anything bring me down again. I will not sink as low as I've done ever again.
As of right now I had been so behind in school that I am trying to pull through. I can do it! I know I can. I will be busy with that for the next 3 weeks since finals are around the corner. Still I can't leave all the other ideas floating around my head alone. I will be researching new ways to make all this thoughts into reality and making it happen little by little. I have so much to learn, the old spark of wonder has come back and is here to stay.
I hope to use this LiveJournal as a Journal to things that happen and things I learn in the future starting today. I have 2 other blogs that are for my artworks but this one will be a bit more in the personal level. I plan to make an online portfolio soon as I figure out how to make a website.. -__-! .lol.
Over and out!! (for now)
Oh! this is an awesome animation I found on Vimeo. Check it out!! love the style and concept. As an animation student very inspirational.
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