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I can't help it.... I'm bored. I worked a little on my dress today.... the hem is finished. Now I just need to do the beading.
Im getting sick of something. I'm going to eventually say something to the person who is sickening me. I'm ready express my feelings. Its funny how you can go about thinking one thing for four years and then suddenly realize what you haven't been able to. Its sad and I feel used.
Didn't get a chance to go to battle of the bands.... it took holly forever to get back from philly. That was sad. I got to hang out with britt though which was nice. I went to Chris's to meet Rococo but she wasn't interested in me. Next weekend I will be with britt all weekend because im going to be in a music video for her boyfriends band..... that will be fun. I heard the song today, i like it alot.
Dance show this week. I'm sad that winner's not gonna be here for it. I want to film it but my camera has been broken since it was bought lol.
Muffin was making godawful sounds tonight.... it was spooky. I made a "shade" for my skylight..... its more like a piece of fabric though haha. Didn't come out the way I wanted it to but it still looks nice.
Im even boring myself with this entry. Nothing special is going on. I made a real journal which is cool. Maybe now I wont rely on winston for my daily rant session.... he'll be happy with that haha. I find already that I'm dealing with the issues much better. so yay.... go me.
Sorry about the survey..... I wouldn't bother reading it if I were you.
YOU
[Spell your first name backwards]: ityak
[The story behind your user name]: my nickname since i was a wittle baby
[Where do you live?]: The wood and Swan
[4 words that sum you up]: love, silly, skeptical, happy
DESCRIBE YOUR
[Wallet]: fake coach
[Hairbrush]: round and copper
[Jewelry worn daily]: my heart necklace from my winner, Claddaugh necklace and my rings
[Shoes]: speed cats!
[Handbag]: that changes daily
[Favorite top]: thats like asking my favorite cat.... aint gonna happen
[Favorite pants]: anything ae jeans
[Cologne/Perfume]: romance
[CD in stereo right now]: Britts boyfriends that im doing the video for next week
[Piercings]: ears and formerly my belly button lol so 5 years ago hahha
[What you are wearing now]: Lasell sweatshirt, barbie shirt, max studio jeans, speed cats
[Makeup]: the usual
[In my mouth]: well lets see, a new car, a letter opener, a picture frame and a lamp haha
[In my head]: brain, thoughts of my and winner
[Wishing]: i wasnt so lonely
[After this]: bed or possibly finishing my dress
[Talking to]: muffin
[Fetishes]: muscular legs lol
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: a new car!!!
[The last thing you ate?]: Ice cream
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: im not mentioning that in case some prying eyes that want to get me back because i might've woke you up because you deserved it because you kept me up until 3 am when i had an 830 test.... juts in case those eyes are looking haha
[Do you like candles]: mmmmmmmmm i dunno.... cheesey romance or fire hazard you decide
[Do you believe in love]: hell yes
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: maybe
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: I believe it, wish I could practice it
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: and not be allergic..... kitties! but i really want dwayne my great dane or winners jack russel terrior
IN THE PAST 24 HOURS
01. Cried: no amazingly
02. Bought something: yes groceries for my mama
03. Gotten sick: if you count allergies
04. Sang: i may have thought i was 50 cent today haha
05. Eaten: i sure hope so!
06. Been kissed: No this makes me sad
07. Felt stupid: course
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didnt: nope i tell him all the time
09. Met someone new: nope
14. Had a serious talk: not really
15. Missed someone: yes
16. Hugged someone: nope
17. Fought with your parents: no
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: nope
SOCIAL LIFE
01. Best friends that are girls: britt bmess holly kristy nikki ash barrel
02. Best guy friends: winner, joey, dylan, ant
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: my winner
04. If no, current dating partner: none
05. Hobbies: now im going to sound like an old lady...sewing, skiing, I'd like to get into kayaking.... once i can afford a kayak
06. Pager: not since 7th grade hahaha stupid 7th grade me
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower?: moreso center of attention than wallflower but i have my flower moments
08. What type automobile do you drive: celica
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: Ford explorer
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: winner... we don't date though......
11. Where is the best hangout: dorm rooms
12. Do you have a job: kinda
13. Do you attend church: not recently
14. Do you like being around people: depends on my mood
WHO
01. Have you known the longest: britthead
02. Do you argue the most with: winston
03. Do you always get along with: britt
04. Is the most trustworthy: winston
05. Makes you laugh the most: nikki or kristy
06. Has been there through all the hard times: winston britt bmess holly
07. Has the coolest parents: britt i suppose... maybe holly hahaha jk
08. Has the coolest siblings: i guess britts brother cause he can throw a bitching party hahaha britt
09. Is the most blunt: kristy and i love her for it!
10. Is the smartest: I dunno we're all in that same category
PERSONAL
01. Who is your role model: momma dukes
02. What are some of your pet peeves: fighting, lack of respect, people without manners
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: lol JOJO!!!!!
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: silly question
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: lol yes i do, boy next door type.
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): im sure i have
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: of course
08. Rather be dumper or dumped: neither
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
10. Want someone you don't have right now: nope
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yes.... i got him though so that was a plus lol
12. Do you want to get married: yes
13. Do you want kids: yes
14. Do you believe in psychics: yes but id rather not know the future sylvia brown on montell!!!! shes the best!
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: lol yes i hope so
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: tough question.... my eye color maybe?
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: being able to be silly
18. Are you happy with you: yes
19. Are you happy with your life: yes
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: i would be with winston
Im getting sick of something. I'm going to eventually say something to the person who is sickening me. I'm ready express my feelings. Its funny how you can go about thinking one thing for four years and then suddenly realize what you haven't been able to. Its sad and I feel used.
Didn't get a chance to go to battle of the bands.... it took holly forever to get back from philly. That was sad. I got to hang out with britt though which was nice. I went to Chris's to meet Rococo but she wasn't interested in me. Next weekend I will be with britt all weekend because im going to be in a music video for her boyfriends band..... that will be fun. I heard the song today, i like it alot.
Dance show this week. I'm sad that winner's not gonna be here for it. I want to film it but my camera has been broken since it was bought lol.
Muffin was making godawful sounds tonight.... it was spooky. I made a "shade" for my skylight..... its more like a piece of fabric though haha. Didn't come out the way I wanted it to but it still looks nice.
Im even boring myself with this entry. Nothing special is going on. I made a real journal which is cool. Maybe now I wont rely on winston for my daily rant session.... he'll be happy with that haha. I find already that I'm dealing with the issues much better. so yay.... go me.
Sorry about the survey..... I wouldn't bother reading it if I were you.
YOU
[Spell your first name backwards]: ityak
[The story behind your user name]: my nickname since i was a wittle baby
[Where do you live?]: The wood and Swan
[4 words that sum you up]: love, silly, skeptical, happy
DESCRIBE YOUR
[Wallet]: fake coach
[Hairbrush]: round and copper
[Jewelry worn daily]: my heart necklace from my winner, Claddaugh necklace and my rings
[Shoes]: speed cats!
[Handbag]: that changes daily
[Favorite top]: thats like asking my favorite cat.... aint gonna happen
[Favorite pants]: anything ae jeans
[Cologne/Perfume]: romance
[CD in stereo right now]: Britts boyfriends that im doing the video for next week
[Piercings]: ears and formerly my belly button lol so 5 years ago hahha
[What you are wearing now]: Lasell sweatshirt, barbie shirt, max studio jeans, speed cats
[Makeup]: the usual
[In my mouth]: well lets see, a new car, a letter opener, a picture frame and a lamp haha
[In my head]: brain, thoughts of my and winner
[Wishing]: i wasnt so lonely
[After this]: bed or possibly finishing my dress
[Talking to]: muffin
[Fetishes]: muscular legs lol
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: a new car!!!
[The last thing you ate?]: Ice cream
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: im not mentioning that in case some prying eyes that want to get me back because i might've woke you up because you deserved it because you kept me up until 3 am when i had an 830 test.... juts in case those eyes are looking haha
[Do you like candles]: mmmmmmmmm i dunno.... cheesey romance or fire hazard you decide
[Do you believe in love]: hell yes
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: maybe
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: I believe it, wish I could practice it
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: and not be allergic..... kitties! but i really want dwayne my great dane or winners jack russel terrior
IN THE PAST 24 HOURS
01. Cried: no amazingly
02. Bought something: yes groceries for my mama
03. Gotten sick: if you count allergies
04. Sang: i may have thought i was 50 cent today haha
05. Eaten: i sure hope so!
06. Been kissed: No this makes me sad
07. Felt stupid: course
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didnt: nope i tell him all the time
09. Met someone new: nope
14. Had a serious talk: not really
15. Missed someone: yes
16. Hugged someone: nope
17. Fought with your parents: no
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: nope
SOCIAL LIFE
01. Best friends that are girls: britt bmess holly kristy nikki ash barrel
02. Best guy friends: winner, joey, dylan, ant
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: my winner
04. If no, current dating partner: none
05. Hobbies: now im going to sound like an old lady...sewing, skiing, I'd like to get into kayaking.... once i can afford a kayak
06. Pager: not since 7th grade hahaha stupid 7th grade me
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower?: moreso center of attention than wallflower but i have my flower moments
08. What type automobile do you drive: celica
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: Ford explorer
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: winner... we don't date though......
11. Where is the best hangout: dorm rooms
12. Do you have a job: kinda
13. Do you attend church: not recently
14. Do you like being around people: depends on my mood
WHO
01. Have you known the longest: britthead
02. Do you argue the most with: winston
03. Do you always get along with: britt
04. Is the most trustworthy: winston
05. Makes you laugh the most: nikki or kristy
06. Has been there through all the hard times: winston britt bmess holly
07. Has the coolest parents: britt i suppose... maybe holly hahaha jk
08. Has the coolest siblings: i guess britts brother cause he can throw a bitching party hahaha britt
09. Is the most blunt: kristy and i love her for it!
10. Is the smartest: I dunno we're all in that same category
PERSONAL
01. Who is your role model: momma dukes
02. What are some of your pet peeves: fighting, lack of respect, people without manners
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: lol JOJO!!!!!
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: silly question
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: lol yes i do, boy next door type.
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): im sure i have
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: of course
08. Rather be dumper or dumped: neither
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
10. Want someone you don't have right now: nope
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yes.... i got him though so that was a plus lol
12. Do you want to get married: yes
13. Do you want kids: yes
14. Do you believe in psychics: yes but id rather not know the future sylvia brown on montell!!!! shes the best!
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: lol yes i hope so
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: tough question.... my eye color maybe?
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: being able to be silly
18. Are you happy with you: yes
19. Are you happy with your life: yes
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: i would be with winston