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so i have to rant for a minute...
i've been looking around online for concepts of a healthy weight for a woman my age and my height...
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD?!?!?!?!?
the first place i went to said that my healthy weight range was between 101 and 136...
so they're psycho, on to the next site...
this one claims that at 5'2" i should weight about 115 lbs...
next one agreed with the 101-136 weight range, the one after that said 110 lbs...
once again: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD?!?!?!?!
now, of course as i go through and calculate ideal body weight and my body mass index, i'm inputing my weight as 175 lbs as an educated guess since i haven't been on a scale in the last year or two... it depresses me when i weigh myself! for all i know i could be 200 lbs or more by now, and i know that i desperately need to loose weight (despite the fact that i've never been able to loose more than around 8 lbs, probably b/c of polycystic ovarian syndrome), but am i really between 39 and 74 lbs overweight... if that's true, then i'm fucked... there's no way in hell that i'll ever be anything other than "overfat" as many of the sites term it... what the fuck? now i'm not only fat, but i'm overfat?!
graaaaah!
and p.s. i really REALLY don't feel like hearing the same 'ol cliche responses to this, so i'm not gonna disable comments, but please just respect my wishes and if the cliche stuff is all you have to say, then please, just don't...
i've been looking around online for concepts of a healthy weight for a woman my age and my height...
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD?!?!?!?!?
the first place i went to said that my healthy weight range was between 101 and 136...
so they're psycho, on to the next site...
this one claims that at 5'2" i should weight about 115 lbs...
next one agreed with the 101-136 weight range, the one after that said 110 lbs...
once again: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD?!?!?!?!
now, of course as i go through and calculate ideal body weight and my body mass index, i'm inputing my weight as 175 lbs as an educated guess since i haven't been on a scale in the last year or two... it depresses me when i weigh myself! for all i know i could be 200 lbs or more by now, and i know that i desperately need to loose weight (despite the fact that i've never been able to loose more than around 8 lbs, probably b/c of polycystic ovarian syndrome), but am i really between 39 and 74 lbs overweight... if that's true, then i'm fucked... there's no way in hell that i'll ever be anything other than "overfat" as many of the sites term it... what the fuck? now i'm not only fat, but i'm overfat?!
graaaaah!
and p.s. i really REALLY don't feel like hearing the same 'ol cliche responses to this, so i'm not gonna disable comments, but please just respect my wishes and if the cliche stuff is all you have to say, then please, just don't...