hmmmmmmmmmmm
so....good news
coming home for sure...december 14th!
in a way im super psyched about it, i get to live wiht my bestest parents, my dog, and see my lil neice whenever i want to. on the other hand the love of my life is going to be 7 hours north of me. we're better than ever at this point. is leaving going to ruin it? is leaving this place going draw us farther apart? i'm not sure. he knows being home will make me happier. i'll have money, a new car, and my best friends. no more weekend nights in front of the tv wondering what they are all doing at home. but will my wekeend nights now consist of wondering what my boyfriend is doing 500 miles away? i trust him and he trusts me, but will it work. its only one semster...itll be summer before we both know it. i keep telling myself these things, but maybe the space will really just bring us closer. when i come up to visit itll feel like christmas....right? i hope! but who knows. i wont know till it happens. i just hope things can work out because i know going home is the best thing for me. maybe not for us, but for me. and at this age all i really gotta do is worry about myself....right??
opinions PLEASE!
tata!
coming home for sure...december 14th!
in a way im super psyched about it, i get to live wiht my bestest parents, my dog, and see my lil neice whenever i want to. on the other hand the love of my life is going to be 7 hours north of me. we're better than ever at this point. is leaving going to ruin it? is leaving this place going draw us farther apart? i'm not sure. he knows being home will make me happier. i'll have money, a new car, and my best friends. no more weekend nights in front of the tv wondering what they are all doing at home. but will my wekeend nights now consist of wondering what my boyfriend is doing 500 miles away? i trust him and he trusts me, but will it work. its only one semster...itll be summer before we both know it. i keep telling myself these things, but maybe the space will really just bring us closer. when i come up to visit itll feel like christmas....right? i hope! but who knows. i wont know till it happens. i just hope things can work out because i know going home is the best thing for me. maybe not for us, but for me. and at this age all i really gotta do is worry about myself....right??
opinions PLEASE!
tata!