shmoopy whoopy
goin home tomorrow mornin for 2 days...just a lil visit to forget about all the bullshit here and maybe get some groceries from my momma.
jess is upset with me....i dont blame her, i'm leaving her and shes gotta live with someone she hardly knows probably, but for once i gotta stop worrying about everyone else. I wanna be happy I wanna do what I wanna do. ya know...its not so selfish because this is the first time in a long time i'm actually being selfish. i still feel bad though, i dont want to leave her, but i have to.
i hope this all works out...i really really really need it to work out.
supposed to study some criminal justice with whitey tonight, this should be interesting. i just hope conor sees my car outside of his house and stops to think why the hell i'm over there. ha....im craaaazy.
i'm hoping tonight i sleep so fucking good....cuz i gotta drive 7 hours all alone in the morning.
lata kids.
jess is upset with me....i dont blame her, i'm leaving her and shes gotta live with someone she hardly knows probably, but for once i gotta stop worrying about everyone else. I wanna be happy I wanna do what I wanna do. ya know...its not so selfish because this is the first time in a long time i'm actually being selfish. i still feel bad though, i dont want to leave her, but i have to.
i hope this all works out...i really really really need it to work out.
supposed to study some criminal justice with whitey tonight, this should be interesting. i just hope conor sees my car outside of his house and stops to think why the hell i'm over there. ha....im craaaazy.
i'm hoping tonight i sleep so fucking good....cuz i gotta drive 7 hours all alone in the morning.
lata kids.