every night....
i have the same dream pretty much........i'm either at a party and conor is there or i'm at his house and he totally acts like he loves me and talks me to like everything is going to work out, but then later on i can't find him anywhere. i search in every room of wherever i'm st and he's just gone....like that...poof!
its wierd how dreams match up with reality so well.
i'm crying again....and i can't stand it. i don't want to cry i don't want to be upset, i dont want to have these dreams anymopre, i just don't want to think about him ever again....but for some odd reason, i can't help it. it just happens. when is it going to pass....?????????
i need someone or something to help me overcome this stupid state of mind i've been in for over a month now.
but on a lighter note, only 3 more sleeps in my ed then its time for bonnarooooooooo!!
its wierd how dreams match up with reality so well.
i'm crying again....and i can't stand it. i don't want to cry i don't want to be upset, i dont want to have these dreams anymopre, i just don't want to think about him ever again....but for some odd reason, i can't help it. it just happens. when is it going to pass....?????????
i need someone or something to help me overcome this stupid state of mind i've been in for over a month now.
but on a lighter note, only 3 more sleeps in my ed then its time for bonnarooooooooo!!