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i'm pretty much just a person who has experienced so much disappointment since ive been home from school. i rememeber being so excited to come home for the summer and be with friends, be in love, and just have fun, but to be honest none of this has happened yet and i dont think any of it will happen. i've certainly been let down by conor and as for my friends....well they are kind of a joke too, but its ok. people like to pretend and build me up then let me down. i guess this is just something im going to have to get used to. i know everything i'm experiencing isn't going to be easy to get over and move on, but i just wish for once things could go my way.
people say surropund yourself by loved ones and friends, but just the sight or thought of these people makes me upset also. so what now?
all i want is closure.....nothing more, but he's the one thats terrified to close the book on me.
people say surropund yourself by loved ones and friends, but just the sight or thought of these people makes me upset also. so what now?
all i want is closure.....nothing more, but he's the one thats terrified to close the book on me.