everything has changed
so......its done. we're friends. i knew it was bound to happen....7 months is just too long. i still love him, i still want to be his girlfriend, but right now isn't the right time. yea i'll cry, i'll talk about it non stop, why not? he helped me find things about myself that i never knew. he helped me get through my first year away from home, he was my home. i wish he still was. but all good things must come to an end, but he'll be back, because i know deep down he can't help himself when he sees me.
so now what katie? move on? wait?
i really have no idea.....i just want to feel important, i just want to be loved, by friends, family, whoever. now that i have no obligation to him i feel bored.
the tears keep flowin....im not surpised.
i just want one more night to sleep in his arms, smell his hair, feel his skin up against mine. it was perfect.....key word: WAS
i don't know how to feel right now.
so now what katie? move on? wait?
i really have no idea.....i just want to feel important, i just want to be loved, by friends, family, whoever. now that i have no obligation to him i feel bored.
the tears keep flowin....im not surpised.
i just want one more night to sleep in his arms, smell his hair, feel his skin up against mine. it was perfect.....key word: WAS
i don't know how to feel right now.