:-)
I was just looking through the 'info' on my facebook profile and realized that I hadn't really updated my 'favorite quotes' section in a long long time and that I've NEVER (that I remember) taken something off of it.
There were a lot of quotes on there that reminded me of some really intense and desperate some of my emotions were then, and also how many of those feelings branched from what Alex and I were pretending to do with ourselves at the time. It took a lot out of me, bouncing between loving and wanting him and then forcing myself to move on, over and over.
I just look back at it now with relief. I've always been a relatively happy person (other than normal teenage stuff) but now I just feel lighter. I guess I'm just saying I'm still really happy with my life.
Oh, and I start grad school next week.... HOLY SHIT!
There were a lot of quotes on there that reminded me of some really intense and desperate some of my emotions were then, and also how many of those feelings branched from what Alex and I were pretending to do with ourselves at the time. It took a lot out of me, bouncing between loving and wanting him and then forcing myself to move on, over and over.
I just look back at it now with relief. I've always been a relatively happy person (other than normal teenage stuff) but now I just feel lighter. I guess I'm just saying I'm still really happy with my life.
Oh, and I start grad school next week.... HOLY SHIT!