God, I need to learn to take things on the chin...
and not let my feelings get in the way.
Today has been a day of massive highs and unbearable lows.
Hard to explain right now. Maybe one of these days I'll be able to talk about today/tonight, and maybe one of these days I'll understand why I am the way I am.
Right now I don't wanna talk, I just wanna sit and cry and try and get over these ridiculous feelings I am having. Totally stupid and ridiculous, and hard to explain.
FUCK FUCK FUCK
Needless to say - I'm a fool.
Today has been a day of massive highs and unbearable lows.
Hard to explain right now. Maybe one of these days I'll be able to talk about today/tonight, and maybe one of these days I'll understand why I am the way I am.
Right now I don't wanna talk, I just wanna sit and cry and try and get over these ridiculous feelings I am having. Totally stupid and ridiculous, and hard to explain.
FUCK FUCK FUCK
Needless to say - I'm a fool.