May 31, 2005 19:56
hey whats up people,
just read all of kaylin's old posts, all the way back to feb. when we were on thin ice. i know that everything is ok, but just brought back memories i hate. i mean, i know i've done some stupid shit, but i'm stupid. bad excuse, but its all i got. anyway, i feel so fortunate from what i have with kaylin. i'll be honest, its not all fun and games being a part. if i were to summarize it, being over here, i'd i've probably spent 2000 dollars on long distance...and i would say that 1600 were on fighting, but when i come and were together its just like being in the old days. kaylin makes me smile, think, and appreciate life the way its supposed to be. on top of that, i've adopted probably the two most understanding people i've ever met, jack and doris. these ahve seriously helped me more times than i could ever repay them the gratitude. if weren't for them, i can probably state that me and kaylin would no longer be together. also i've met some the coolest people ever through kaylin. matt, amanda, cheri, jenny, aaron, jess, and if i let you out i'm sorry. almost every one of kaylins friends, except that richton kid, has befriended me, and i appreciate it more than anything. and i want to take this time to apologize for not keeping in touch with you guys. i really really am!
kaylin's in camp now, but we still get to talk and here and there, so thats cool. she called this morning, and she was in the tears over the pure joy of finally getting in touch with me. that brought tears to my eyes. work is becoming outrageous and totally stressful now. i'm what could be described as a manager now, but its pointless. all i want to do is get out! 15months ladies and gents...15 months. well, i'm gonna let ya'll go!!!
later,
jeff
ps...kaylin...who is frank???