Oh Buffalo
First thing on my mind;
I keep having terrible dreams where I wake up in tears.
In these dreams Rob cheats on me.
Since this has happened in my dream more than once I decided to look up any meaning it may have.
To dream that your mate, spouse, or significant other is cheating on you, highlights your insecurities and your fears of being abandoned. You may feel some lack of attention in the relationship or that he or she is being less affectionate. Alternatively, you may feel that you are not measuring up to the expectations of others.
If the dreamer is being cheated, he can expect a stroke of luck.
The dream could also indicate that you are unconsciously picking up hints and cues that your significant other is not being completely truth or is not fully committed in the relationship.
Oftentimes we are unaware of our own feelings and it takes dreams to wake us up to what is going on in our own psyches! This can be especially true if the feeling are unpleasant feelings such as fear and insecurity. Dreaming that one's partner is sleeping with someone else does not necessarily mean that is what is happening in waking life. What it does mean is that there is some level of insecurity or fear surrounding the relationship. When we become fearful or insecure in our relationships we often begin fearing that we will be abandoned or replaced with someone else. Dreams of a cheating partner may be expressions of this fear.
So pretty much all of these are telling me I have fears... well I knew that.
But also lately he's told me how with school starting we wont be able to hang out much.
That's obvious, however, he has not been busy and just decided he doesn't want to see me.
Where as before when I was around he would have me over all the time he could.
Hopefully he'll want to see me today and I'll be able to talk to him about it.
I'm just worried, I feel like I'm always offending him lately.
Anyway, enough of that.
Camp has come and gone.
It was a strange year, it didn't feel like camp at all.
I did end up getting the Larry Rogers Award though.
I really don't think I'll be going back to work there.
But who knows, even though it's totally different I still feel connected to the place.
I finally got my drivers license, now I'm just waiting on my car.
Not having a mode of transportation makes it hard to get things done that I want to do.
I also really need to get a job but I can't get to too many places by walking.
Ugh, that dream really threw me off.
I feel sick to my stomach now.
I keep having terrible dreams where I wake up in tears.
In these dreams Rob cheats on me.
Since this has happened in my dream more than once I decided to look up any meaning it may have.
To dream that your mate, spouse, or significant other is cheating on you, highlights your insecurities and your fears of being abandoned. You may feel some lack of attention in the relationship or that he or she is being less affectionate. Alternatively, you may feel that you are not measuring up to the expectations of others.
If the dreamer is being cheated, he can expect a stroke of luck.
The dream could also indicate that you are unconsciously picking up hints and cues that your significant other is not being completely truth or is not fully committed in the relationship.
Oftentimes we are unaware of our own feelings and it takes dreams to wake us up to what is going on in our own psyches! This can be especially true if the feeling are unpleasant feelings such as fear and insecurity. Dreaming that one's partner is sleeping with someone else does not necessarily mean that is what is happening in waking life. What it does mean is that there is some level of insecurity or fear surrounding the relationship. When we become fearful or insecure in our relationships we often begin fearing that we will be abandoned or replaced with someone else. Dreams of a cheating partner may be expressions of this fear.
So pretty much all of these are telling me I have fears... well I knew that.
But also lately he's told me how with school starting we wont be able to hang out much.
That's obvious, however, he has not been busy and just decided he doesn't want to see me.
Where as before when I was around he would have me over all the time he could.
Hopefully he'll want to see me today and I'll be able to talk to him about it.
I'm just worried, I feel like I'm always offending him lately.
Anyway, enough of that.
Camp has come and gone.
It was a strange year, it didn't feel like camp at all.
I did end up getting the Larry Rogers Award though.
I really don't think I'll be going back to work there.
But who knows, even though it's totally different I still feel connected to the place.
I finally got my drivers license, now I'm just waiting on my car.
Not having a mode of transportation makes it hard to get things done that I want to do.
I also really need to get a job but I can't get to too many places by walking.
Ugh, that dream really threw me off.
I feel sick to my stomach now.