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Aug 20, 2008 08:55

My apologies, I was out of society for 7 weeks.
Yeah camp has come to an end.
I don't know how I feel about that.
I felt I was really underappriciated which makes it hard for me to see myself there next year.
Then again it is camp, the place I grew up, how can I just leave like that?
I suppose we'll see once applications come around.
I had some fun don't get me wrong I'm just not sure if justifies the frustration aspects.
Since I've been home I've been getting ready to leave again.
I'm off to college tomorrow.
Oh and that road test... lets just say at the end I asked the guy if he was serious cause I didn't believe him.
Since I've been at camp I didn't take another one.
So who knows when I'll get it.
This college thing, I don't feel ready.
I have no clue what I'm about to go through and its been a long time since thats happened.
In high school I didn't have to try hard or study much to get good grades.
This isn't high school and I'm worried I don't have the study habits to keep up.
A lot of people are socially worried about college.
I mean I am and all but not nearly as much as how academicly and financially worried I am.
College means not really having a penny to your name.
All of your money in the long run belongs to them.
Then if you don't get through good luck finding a job so you do start to get that money back in your name.
Whatever time to pack, get ready for the day and do some mandatory "AlcoholEDU."


 
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