Mar 10, 2005 19:54
Everyone says that it'll take time to feel better, but I really don't know. I thought I was doing alright, still cried, but crying's alright, right? But, this week...it feels as if I've just lost him all over again, and I just want to curl up on my bed and stay there for the rest of my life.
I know this is a cliché, but I feel ever since he's been gone, some part of me is gone, and it hurts, more than words can say.
I have so many people telling me, if I ever need to, I can talk to them. And, I need to talk to someone, but I just don't know what to say. It's like...what I feel and think cannot be put into words.
I'd give anything just to spend one more minute with him, just one more minute.
Apparently that's too much to ask.