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[kayrenow]

i think you are my miracle,
that miracle i've been looking for all my life
and the potential
the potential for us
the potential to become something so amazing
we'd blow 'em away

you just do something to me
i'm not in love with you, no
not even close
but how you have touched my heart
my soul
it amazes me what you do to me
how you make my heart smile
even when it hurts

and i'm impatient
impatient for it to be perfect
but it's not, not yet
not even close
but i believe we can get there
and though my fear is causing me to doubt myself,
somehow i know we can get there
and it can be fucking amazing!

this is me
all of me
me, who thinks of you and all you say
all you do
me, who didn't appreciate you before
me, who couldn't look at you and see you
me, who looked at you through an infatuation
and didn't really know who you were.

but i see you now
i see who you are
you, who likes to walk barefooted on the pavement
just to feel the texture on your feet
you, who likes the touch of my skin against your fingertips
tracing my curves
for the sake of touching
and no more
you, who are so creative
ecclectic
and so, so beautiful
you, who loves life and wants to experience everything
maybe even save the world one day
your own way, with a laugh, with a new artistic design
with a hug
making a friend

i don't miss you anymore
the hurt's been gone for a while now
but it's been replaced by awe
i'm in awe
humbled
by who you are
i want to tell you how amazing i think you are
even with all your vices
i don't care
they don't matter.
you are you
and you are perfect.