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Am I obsessed or am I in love?
Are they both really that different? It has gotten to the point where I really cant stop thinking about you.
I understand that you are in a difficult situation right now. Just ending, just beginning. Maybe I picked a bad time to be honest. Honesty is all I know, all I care to know.
If you would tell me yes, I would be there without hesitation. If you would tell me no, I would be able to begin dismantling this outrageous fantasy. I would however still be there, but only as a friend. Instead you tell me nothing.
You need time, I suppose. Maybe you don’t think I am serious. If I could only tell you how excited and afraid and frantic and anxious I am without sounding really creepy.
I give all power to you. I can be whatever you want me to be, a friend.... more.... less....
For now Ill just have to wait I guess....
Its just that I am going insane. In between every two rational thoughts, a thought of you appears. In fact maybe it is increasing. Maybe it is going to take over my whole brain. Perhaps my whole thinking pattern is gonna become some corrupt shrine to you.
I worry about you. I know you are in trouble. I wanna help you so bad, but I don’t know if you would trust me to do that in this situation. Especially after everything .....
I don’t know what the fuck I am talking about.
It is not going to rain everyday, but even if it does.... Ill be there as long as you want me.
Are they both really that different? It has gotten to the point where I really cant stop thinking about you.
I understand that you are in a difficult situation right now. Just ending, just beginning. Maybe I picked a bad time to be honest. Honesty is all I know, all I care to know.
If you would tell me yes, I would be there without hesitation. If you would tell me no, I would be able to begin dismantling this outrageous fantasy. I would however still be there, but only as a friend. Instead you tell me nothing.
You need time, I suppose. Maybe you don’t think I am serious. If I could only tell you how excited and afraid and frantic and anxious I am without sounding really creepy.
I give all power to you. I can be whatever you want me to be, a friend.... more.... less....
For now Ill just have to wait I guess....
Its just that I am going insane. In between every two rational thoughts, a thought of you appears. In fact maybe it is increasing. Maybe it is going to take over my whole brain. Perhaps my whole thinking pattern is gonna become some corrupt shrine to you.
I worry about you. I know you are in trouble. I wanna help you so bad, but I don’t know if you would trust me to do that in this situation. Especially after everything .....
I don’t know what the fuck I am talking about.
It is not going to rain everyday, but even if it does.... Ill be there as long as you want me.