Hang on?

Jan 27, 2004 20:43

I've been an emotional fuck the past few days. I've had so much on my mind, between Ethan's mom, college, my friends, and everything else. Kristi surprised me with cookies and a dunkachino last night which was groovy.
Today was ok. Drama was good. I was told I had "terrific knockers".. but that I might have to wear a tanktop during the show instead of just being in my bra.. naturally I will fight that suggestion.
I am so excited for competition. We're in Hingham. That in and of itself is a good thing for many reasons.

Tonight I went out with Kristi and Brittany. We went to Anna's and Fateye was there. We harrassed him and it was good. I was feeling so sick before we went and now I feel worse. Its really stupid. I'm all dizzy and sickly. I could barely walk up my driveway.. but I had to print something off the computer so I sat down and I'm talking to Maruzzi about being pirates and PJ about a vaccuum cleaner. So I decided to update. Not that it matters. I'm really sorry if anyone reads this.

Jeff. Yup. I knew something about his return but I pretended like it wasnt true but we all heard it tonight. He's in NH. I don't know what to do. I'm such a fucking loser. I'd like to just get over it and move on.

Brittany sent me a text message that simply said "I Love You" and it made me feel so much better.

I'm going to go continue being sick and watch Donnie Brasko because Chris gave it to me to watch and in return he has my Full Metal Jacket and Edward Scissorhands.

Rock On Sailors*
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