Jul 21, 2009 10:15
Zacky laid there in shock, He couldn’t believe it. He loved Brian so much, he tried to say something but he stuttered and couldn’t get a word out from his mouth. Brian sat there waiting for a response, ‘Zacky?’ ‘Oh uhh sorry, I’m just shocked I don’t know what to say. Brian, I love you.’ Brian chuckled, ‘Zacky I love you too, what do you say?’ ‘I say its what I’ve been wanting since I met you. I would love it Brian’ He smiled at Zacky sweetly, and leaned in to kiss him. ‘C’mon babe, I made breakfast.’ They walked over to the table as Brian served them feeling as if he was on top of the world. His life was perfect at this moment. Just as he sat down to eat next to Zacky he heard his cell phone ring from the side table where he had left it last night while they were watching the movie. He rushed up to answer it, he noticed that on the caller id it was his dad he slid it up to answer it. ‘Hello?’ ‘Hey Brian, it’s your dad.’ ‘Oh hey dad.’ Where are you?’ He explained that he was with Zacky and they were going to spend the day together. ‘Okay well, you and Zacky have fun. I do want you home by midnight tonight, you little sister is missing you.’ ‘Alright dad, I’ll talk to you later.’ They hung up and Zacky looked at Brian curiously after stuffing a load of bacon in his mouth. He swallowed it and finally managed to get words out. ‘Is everything okay? Is you dad mad? Does you dad hate me already? Oh no that’s no good, I always manage to fuck shit up goddamnit-‘ ‘Zacky! Calm down baby, it’s okay. You couldn’t possibly fuck anything up. I love you babe, it’s okay, my dad wants me home by midnight, that’s all.’ Zacky was relived that Brian wasn’t in trouble, he didn’t want to lose Brian just by spending time with him. ‘Zacky, I have a surprise for you.’
Brian shoved Zacky into the shower and then into the car. ‘Where are we going Bri?’ Zacky had been kidnapped by his ex before, He didn’t want Brian to do the same. ‘You’ll see’ Zacky began shaking, ever since that had happened with his ex he was always scared when he didn’t know where someone was taking him. Brian noticed and looked at Zacky, who was now shaking and crying silently while looking out the window. ‘Zacky baby, what’s the matter’ Zacky was a little relieved when Brian showed affection to him, he was still crying and shaking tough. ‘It’s nothing, really. Please just tell me where we’re going.’ ‘Zacky, I can’t it will ruin the surprise’ Zacky groaned angrily, he had enough of this surprise stuff. He trusted Brian and yet was still scared for his life. ‘I don’t give a shit about the surprise! Tell me where we’re going NOW!’ Zacky was red in the face, with tear stained cheeks, he was yelling and shouting at Brian. ‘Zacky calm down’ Brian tried to comfort him by putting a hand on his shoulder, Zacky shook it off violently. ‘God damn it Brian! Don’t fucking do this!’ Zacky had given up being angry, he was now shaking and pleading for his life. ‘I’m not doing anything baby, tell me what’s making you this way. I don’t like seeing you upset or hurt. ‘Look, I just have had a hard time with things like surprises before, I hate them.’ Brian was crushed, he thought Zacky would like his surprise. He was hoping he would, but hearing he hated it killed him inside. ‘Zacky, I’m sorry, I was just trying to do something for us, together.’ ‘So you were going to rape me?’ Brian was shocked, he wanted Zacky to trust him. Hearing that sent him over the edge. ‘Zacky, I thought you trusted me?’ ‘Brian I do, I’m just fucking confused, Look maybe I should tell you what happened with my last ‘surprise’, My ex told me that he wanted to be alone with me, and that he had a surprise. He took me to the cliffs overlooking the beach in Malibu. He raped me, that was my damn surprise. So now, I hate not knowing where someone is taking me.’ Brian felt a pang of guilt in his heart. ‘Zacky I’m sorry, I meant it in no way like that. I couldn’t ever do that, Especially not to you. I love you, remember?’ Zacky sighed seeing small water droplets freely flowing down Brian’s right cheek. He whipped it away immediately. ‘I’m sorry Brian, I just fear for my life sometimes. I don’t know how to handle it sometimes. I love you too baby. I’m sorry.’ ‘It’s okay Zacky, please just don’t fear being with me ever. I will always protect you, I would die if something happened to you.’ Zacky felt better once he felt Brian’s small lips against his own. ‘So, you said you had a surprise for us?’ Brian smiled and pulled off of the street towards the mall. ‘Yes, I did baby, I’m sure you will love it.’ Brian drove towards the mall, and rushed over to open Zacky’s door. Zacky smiled and leaned in and kissed him, He mouthed a subtle thank you to Brian and they walked into the huge mall. Brian wrapped his arm around Zacky’s shoulder, seeing that many girls kept staring at Zacky. He felt he had to claim his Zacky, he couldn’t lose him. Not after knowing what had happened to him. Zacky snuggled into Brian and wrapped one of his small arms around Brian’s waist.