Eurika!(or however you spell it)
i discovered something about myself today. While siting at my desk this afternoon spinning in simicircles waiting for some jobs to finish. I realized something both good and bad. I was thinking about going to walmart after work cause i needed milk and i thought about looking at make-up cause i wanna change my look, though its doubtful that i will. any way so that made me think about my look and i thought about yesterday when i wore more preppy clothes and put my hair in a high pony tail and lightened my make-up compaired to what i wore today. My "Face it. Scary girls are hot" shirt, studed belt and braclet, dark eye make-up and my hair in a messy unwashed style. and i realized that i change my style all the time and while it confuses people around me cause they never know what to expect from me cause hell my personality usually matches my clothes. Yes i have mornings when i wake up and say "wow i'm in the mood to wear black" for some reason those mornings seem to outnumber the morning that i want to wear pink, but i guess that just means that my mother, for the most part, is safe. but the point is that while it confuses those people who don't really know me, and that then causes me to become frustrated cause they just don't get me, my constint changing is one of the things i like most about myself. Repetition bores me and drives me insane, so perhaps my lack of consistancy is one of the things that makes me capable of living with myself. While this has very little relavience to most of the people who will read this cause ya'll know me i still find it amusing to learn about myself and perhaps someone you is confused by me will find this and maybe they can learn too. but anyway slightly on the subjec, but not really i'm think of giving into my addiction yet agian and wanted to take hear my friends opinions cause i can't make up my mind and i can't do both. But the question is should i get my cartlige pierced or get an industrial peirce(bar that crosses the cartlige of the ear twice) which ever i decide it will be on my left ear. So please reply with your vote. And then you shall have to wait and see what i get if anything.