you're exactly the kind of trouble i need.
well, school is pretty much over and summer is here. for once i do actually feel like a different person, but it has nothing to do with another year of school passing and more to do with life experiences. i have no regrets. unfortunately my parents want to kill me right now because i don't have a 3.5 GPA and they are crazy. as of now, my punishment is no driving and no spending the night anywhere all summer. which is a bummer, but considering i don't have my own car anyway it doesn't make too much of a difference and i don't really spend the night anywhere much. plus i'm not getting a job because i am doing all my community service for the senior project this summer to get it all out of the way. so maybe the car thing won't be so bad. i'm pretty sure that if i generally stay out of trouble for awhile they will let up on things anyway.
i have decided i hate college because all it seems to be doing is taking the people i care about away from me. i keep thinking the end of summer is a ways away and there is time, but i just realized how fast this school year went by. so the summer will be over before i know it, and everything changes. but i have decided i am going to live this summer like friendships and relationships will last forever, even though i know they won't. but i will be okay. i'm always okay. all good things come to an end at some point, but i refuse to let that fact keep me from being happy for the moment. things are bound to get fucked up but i've decided am no longer going to be one of those people that won't get close in friendships/relationships because they are afraid of getting hurt. pain is inevitable. i'm just going to wing it and have as many happy experiences as i can. i have decided looking on the bright side of life is much more fun. life is not perfect but i am okay with that. there are things and people that make it worthwhile, and i'm content with the way things are for now.
:)
i have decided i hate college because all it seems to be doing is taking the people i care about away from me. i keep thinking the end of summer is a ways away and there is time, but i just realized how fast this school year went by. so the summer will be over before i know it, and everything changes. but i have decided i am going to live this summer like friendships and relationships will last forever, even though i know they won't. but i will be okay. i'm always okay. all good things come to an end at some point, but i refuse to let that fact keep me from being happy for the moment. things are bound to get fucked up but i've decided am no longer going to be one of those people that won't get close in friendships/relationships because they are afraid of getting hurt. pain is inevitable. i'm just going to wing it and have as many happy experiences as i can. i have decided looking on the bright side of life is much more fun. life is not perfect but i am okay with that. there are things and people that make it worthwhile, and i'm content with the way things are for now.
:)