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[kaylin1149]

Leave it to Valentine's Day to make me feel incredibly, overwhelmingly, crushingly alone.

If things continue this way... I don't know if I can keep doing this. Any of it. I'm having serious thoughts about selling my car, buying a one-way ticket to Hawaii and never coming back.

I was just looking over some old entries. On December 1st I gave myself one month to feel better... til January 1st. It's been two and a half months since then, and if anything I feel worse. I can't do this anymore.

Stay or leave
I want you not to go
But you should
It was good as good goes
Stay or leave
I want you not to go
But you did

Wake up naked, drinking coffee
Making plans to change the world
While the world is changing us
Used to laugh under the covers
Maybe not so often now
But the way I used to laugh with you

So what to do
With the rest of the days
Isn't it strange how we change
Everything we did
Did I do all that i should have
That I could have done

Remember, everyone wanted to be
You and me
I want to be too
What day is this
Besides the day you left me
What day is this
Besides the day you went, babe