count the headlights on the highway
I'm so goddamn happy.
Incredibly, overwhelmingly, almost painfully happy. I haven't been this happy since the beginning of sophmore year, before track. I fall asleep smiling and wake up smiling. Regardless of the fact that I turn 18 in less than a month, which means pretty much being kicked out of my house... I'm really happy. It almost worries me that I can be so happy based pretty much completely on him. I suppose I could sit around for hours analyzing it like I did a week ago, but I've decided to let that go and just enjoy it.
It's amazing how different Matt is from Brian. And I love it, every second of it. I don't sit around wondering whether or not he cares about me. It's a welcome change, let me tell you. It's about fucking time.
I feel like a fucking blushing 10 year old with a crush.
Somebody pinch me.
:)
Incredibly, overwhelmingly, almost painfully happy. I haven't been this happy since the beginning of sophmore year, before track. I fall asleep smiling and wake up smiling. Regardless of the fact that I turn 18 in less than a month, which means pretty much being kicked out of my house... I'm really happy. It almost worries me that I can be so happy based pretty much completely on him. I suppose I could sit around for hours analyzing it like I did a week ago, but I've decided to let that go and just enjoy it.
It's amazing how different Matt is from Brian. And I love it, every second of it. I don't sit around wondering whether or not he cares about me. It's a welcome change, let me tell you. It's about fucking time.
I feel like a fucking blushing 10 year old with a crush.
Somebody pinch me.
:)