Something is missing.
It could be the fact that I can't run, which is my release. It could be my shitty grades even though I'm capable of A's. It could be that I work all the time and feel like I'm missing out on life. It could be that I need to lose weight. It could be the fact that pretty much all my friends and everyone around me is in a relationship, and is happy with it. It could be that I'm lonley as hell.
I don't know what it is. But I know that I miss you, and I HATE IT because I shouldn't and I can't and I won't. Fuck.