Here We GO Again!
Alrighty..so i really suck at LJ..i never get to post and always check up on a few friends here but..again i never post..i feel like i should really start writting again..every since my granny passed i have felt so locked up inside..April 1st will be 2 months and it seems like a lifetime of missing her..i feel that i should start writting to relieve the stress i have been under and also i need to start making more youtube videos and taking pictures..thoes are all thing that have kept me up in spirits in the past..
2009 has been a rough year so far..my granny passed away..my step mom got amitted to a mental institution for a short time to regulate some of her "bipolar" meds and my boyfriends lil sister just found out she will need 6 months of radiation to shrink 15 tumors she has in her brain..it has torn him apart and kept him on edge and it has really stressed out our relationship..not to mention us both being in school..our time is usually spent laying in bed passed out asleep to where we at least wake up smiling next to each other. through all the stress being able to get off of work and go to him and sleep for a few hours has been nice and makes me think of how it will be when we decide to move in with each other (which will be a while..we both want to live on our own first)
Im cant believe April 28, 2009 will be 2 yrs that Jonathon and I have been together it has been a long two years and we learn something new about each other everyday we have been through alot and have both grown alot..being in a relationship takes hard work and it is something we must work at and learn from everyday..i am so excited to see what this year brings for us. The goal is to have Jonathon a car by the fall and for my to find another bill to pay for myself so i can have a lil more resposibility!
Also..Everyone of my close friends now have a child..Timo Ryland Stiles was born March 23 and he is such a precious gift! He is the 1st child i have held and thought " I can SO do this one day" and it was such a great feeling after having 4 god daughters and looking at their moms saying OMG i will never be a good mom..plus Hollie when walking and the nurse came in and said your not the mother haha and jonathon walked in a just sat there like OMG Kayla your doing it..later he told me to just wait and that we would be the Greatest Parents in the world..
So yes this is what i have been thinking for the last several weeks!
I have been thinking alot about life what i want to be when i grow up haha where i will live and wonder what life will hold...
until next time friend..
Much love
Kayla
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2009 has been a rough year so far..my granny passed away..my step mom got amitted to a mental institution for a short time to regulate some of her "bipolar" meds and my boyfriends lil sister just found out she will need 6 months of radiation to shrink 15 tumors she has in her brain..it has torn him apart and kept him on edge and it has really stressed out our relationship..not to mention us both being in school..our time is usually spent laying in bed passed out asleep to where we at least wake up smiling next to each other. through all the stress being able to get off of work and go to him and sleep for a few hours has been nice and makes me think of how it will be when we decide to move in with each other (which will be a while..we both want to live on our own first)
Im cant believe April 28, 2009 will be 2 yrs that Jonathon and I have been together it has been a long two years and we learn something new about each other everyday we have been through alot and have both grown alot..being in a relationship takes hard work and it is something we must work at and learn from everyday..i am so excited to see what this year brings for us. The goal is to have Jonathon a car by the fall and for my to find another bill to pay for myself so i can have a lil more resposibility!
Also..Everyone of my close friends now have a child..Timo Ryland Stiles was born March 23 and he is such a precious gift! He is the 1st child i have held and thought " I can SO do this one day" and it was such a great feeling after having 4 god daughters and looking at their moms saying OMG i will never be a good mom..plus Hollie when walking and the nurse came in and said your not the mother haha and jonathon walked in a just sat there like OMG Kayla your doing it..later he told me to just wait and that we would be the Greatest Parents in the world..
So yes this is what i have been thinking for the last several weeks!
I have been thinking alot about life what i want to be when i grow up haha where i will live and wonder what life will hold...
until next time friend..
Much love
Kayla
Follow me :
Youtube.com/iwasvintage
Myspace.com/kayler07
Twitter.com//iwasvintage