Hole
There's a hole in me.
Over the years I have tried to fill it with all sorts of things - sex, food, cigarettes, wine..
But it never gets full and it makes me feel hollowed out inside.
Right now I'm not even trying to fill it. No sex, no food, no smoking, no booze.
And it's just there. Being empty.
Some days I notice it less but I know it's there.
I wonder if it will ever go away.
Yes, I'm fine. Simple head-emptying / idea storing.
Over the years I have tried to fill it with all sorts of things - sex, food, cigarettes, wine..
But it never gets full and it makes me feel hollowed out inside.
Right now I'm not even trying to fill it. No sex, no food, no smoking, no booze.
And it's just there. Being empty.
Some days I notice it less but I know it's there.
I wonder if it will ever go away.
Yes, I'm fine. Simple head-emptying / idea storing.