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Slowly trying to sort out our garden, dragged Adam out there today to plant some pansies and little primroses to fill a border to give the garden some colour and planted a bamboo and dwarf cherry and a few other things so it doesnt look as bare. We have a square patch of soil down the end of the garden and dad sugguested we grow veg between me and him and split what we grow... a first my dad interested in helping me with my garden not just moaning about the flowers and plants i plant!!
Now i need to look out for a nice garden table and chairs and a better bbq set than we have and can look to forward to summer days ^_^
On a weird sad note i was so shocked, you know people all over do it and for different reasons but when someone you know does it... When we were younger probably when my brother was just starting high school a friend of his and my sister used to be round our house all the time near enough 24/7 but he was a really sweet kid. He had quite a bad home life so i think he loved to come to ours, my brother and sister basically treated him like another brother and my mum is such a friendly caring person that alot of my brother and sisters friends said she was there second mum. Cutting a long story short he had to move away with his family so we didnt really see him still heard how he was doing through others but thats all. Today we just got told he had told his mum he was going out for a few drinks and then he phoned the police told them his name address and where he was and what he was going to do. He had killed himself but had wanted someone to know so his body could be taken home.
It just makes you think, i know so many people that have had a lot of problems the last few years but we all get through it and try to make it better. but we should all be thankful our lives aren't bad enough or too much to cope with that we feel death is our only option.
There are so many things that make me unhappy but i think now is as good a time as any to start to change them, i think we all need to be happy
Now i need to look out for a nice garden table and chairs and a better bbq set than we have and can look to forward to summer days ^_^
On a weird sad note i was so shocked, you know people all over do it and for different reasons but when someone you know does it... When we were younger probably when my brother was just starting high school a friend of his and my sister used to be round our house all the time near enough 24/7 but he was a really sweet kid. He had quite a bad home life so i think he loved to come to ours, my brother and sister basically treated him like another brother and my mum is such a friendly caring person that alot of my brother and sisters friends said she was there second mum. Cutting a long story short he had to move away with his family so we didnt really see him still heard how he was doing through others but thats all. Today we just got told he had told his mum he was going out for a few drinks and then he phoned the police told them his name address and where he was and what he was going to do. He had killed himself but had wanted someone to know so his body could be taken home.
It just makes you think, i know so many people that have had a lot of problems the last few years but we all get through it and try to make it better. but we should all be thankful our lives aren't bad enough or too much to cope with that we feel death is our only option.
There are so many things that make me unhappy but i think now is as good a time as any to start to change them, i think we all need to be happy