why do things keep reappearing
Well my days are getting more interesting yet more sad..My friend killed herself yesterday..adriana...She was sweet i never expected it when i talked to her tuesday...hmm anyway!! The one thing i wish ould go away seems to never end. I have a memory that disturbing and it keeps replaying like a bad movie...ya know people keep making me think of it or i see a persona nd it is suddenly real again...i hear the sounds i smell the smells i see the images rush through my head stuck on the same spots...and the same spots repeat like a vicious cycle...where it is going to end i dont know but it hurts it makes my heart ache and my stomach in knots...