Mar 25, 2004 23:00
hooray for crying.
i miss a lot of my friends. i feel like im drifting from so many of them.
i hate going thru this. im not strong enough for this. i cant handle it. its too much. i feel like ive lost control of everything.
i forget how to feel. ive become so numb. but at the same time i feel so much pain, and its like no one understands.
i love you all.