Dec 10, 2008 04:18
I want to go to bed and go to sleep but can't. I have a lot on my mind. A lot of questions too. I'm just not sure how to formulate them properly right now.
I'm not really alone, but I am. This house is so quiet it creeps me out. I miss my family. I miss my friends. And so I'm kinda in a funk. I'm sure I could probably write better, or longer, or more eloquently but I can't brain today. I obviously have the dumb.
Two good things, Xen & Fish. I will have to let them talk to each other when they're both not completely plastered. Although, I'm kind of afraid of that conversation. They're both at least as odd as I am...
And the dreams... Oy. Those dreams should stop plaguing me. Vague little buzzing things that I can almost not quite remember upon waking. So I lay there attempting to force myself to remember, which does not work at all.
Alright, beddybye time. More weird ass dreams await me, I'm sure. I just hope that the Amish stay out of it, with their paint cans, and their screwed up lakes, and their children that attack me in the basement.
I told you I was odd.