its almost here
mnad ti, i tnac evieleb sti yllautca gnimoc.
i tnod tnaw ti ot emoc, !hhhhaaa.
m'i gniod ym tseb dna sti ton neve throw ti.
i deen a 'nikcirf elcarim.
okay i let you struggle enough...
i dont know... that how ive been feeling this whole half a semester...
i feel like ive just been struggling... really really hard.
and its not even funny how much im struggling.
i ask questions, and im trying to get help but nothing.
nothing, nothing, nothing.
i hate this so effin much.
i dont know what to do anymore.
i talked and i guess i did get some answers but not to the full extent where im fully reassured.
people have plans, backup plans, ideas, futures thought out... and me?
OH GOD, not even. i mean yea i have an idea of what will happen but holy shit... this is so not what i thought my last year would be like. not even close... i wish i could go back in time and tell my grade eleven self to pull your act together and dont slack off in the future, because that's the last thing you wanna do. but my gawd, its too late. this will get better in the end, i know it :) deep down inside, i know that things will be okay. i just have to stop, breath, exhale and conquer...
" passion, love, & determination... that's what ill live off of to survive... "
i tnod tnaw ti ot emoc, !hhhhaaa.
m'i gniod ym tseb dna sti ton neve throw ti.
i deen a 'nikcirf elcarim.
okay i let you struggle enough...
i dont know... that how ive been feeling this whole half a semester...
i feel like ive just been struggling... really really hard.
and its not even funny how much im struggling.
i ask questions, and im trying to get help but nothing.
nothing, nothing, nothing.
i hate this so effin much.
i dont know what to do anymore.
i talked and i guess i did get some answers but not to the full extent where im fully reassured.
people have plans, backup plans, ideas, futures thought out... and me?
OH GOD, not even. i mean yea i have an idea of what will happen but holy shit... this is so not what i thought my last year would be like. not even close... i wish i could go back in time and tell my grade eleven self to pull your act together and dont slack off in the future, because that's the last thing you wanna do. but my gawd, its too late. this will get better in the end, i know it :) deep down inside, i know that things will be okay. i just have to stop, breath, exhale and conquer...
" passion, love, & determination... that's what ill live off of to survive... "