Martin
Ok.. so its been like over a month now...
and i think im finally able to talk about it..
this will be long so dont read it if you dotn want to
Its been really hard for me these past few weeks..
Ive always had martin to talk to on the first weeks of school
and its been hard not having him physically or on the phone,
BUT
I think ive experienced sumthing far greater
He is now with me no matter where i go
i say this bc ive had so many times where ive known hes here
just like he was
and the amazing thing about that is i get him all the time now
you know, before, i always had him to talk to, but he wasnt always around
but now i still talk to him every day and he is ACTUALLY here with me the whole time!
For those of you who know about my frog experiences
its happened more and more lately when i get upset
Its nice to know hes with me
it was actually funny.. i was sitting on a bench after auditions
and i just started talking to him
and i got up and started walking and a frog hopped along the sidewalk right beside me as i was talkign to him
Or the times that im REALLY sad and i am cryign and i can feel sumone stroking my hair, or the nights that i lay in bed and just talk to him and i can feel my covers growing closer to me like sumoen is tucking me in
I love Martin Holubar. He was one of the best things that ever happened to me..
I will never forget him for the rest of my life..
i will never forget...
the time on life when he was my only other wicked fan, when everyone else was
laughing at me he was teh one callign me and singing along
The fact that when i was really down and i told him i hate valentines day, and then
that day at school he came to me with an "ANTI- valentines day card" he made for us
the time that he made me walk uo the isle with him before Penguins and he got
really nervous and embarrassed and teh next words out of his mouth were "Kayla
would you go on a date with me?"
The time when i went to see Fiddler and he was so excited to show me his friends
that he puuled me straight thru the mud and we both got it ALL over us
AND SO MANY OTHER THINGS.. i have too many wonderful memories of him to count!
BUT at the same time.. i know that he doesnt want us dwelling on him.. he wants us to life our own lives to the fullest.
I love Martin Holubar with all my heart.. he taught me more than any other person in the world! Im just so blessed to have known him like i did, i am one of the luckiest people in the world for that
and i think im finally able to talk about it..
this will be long so dont read it if you dotn want to
Its been really hard for me these past few weeks..
Ive always had martin to talk to on the first weeks of school
and its been hard not having him physically or on the phone,
BUT
I think ive experienced sumthing far greater
He is now with me no matter where i go
i say this bc ive had so many times where ive known hes here
just like he was
and the amazing thing about that is i get him all the time now
you know, before, i always had him to talk to, but he wasnt always around
but now i still talk to him every day and he is ACTUALLY here with me the whole time!
For those of you who know about my frog experiences
its happened more and more lately when i get upset
Its nice to know hes with me
it was actually funny.. i was sitting on a bench after auditions
and i just started talking to him
and i got up and started walking and a frog hopped along the sidewalk right beside me as i was talkign to him
Or the times that im REALLY sad and i am cryign and i can feel sumone stroking my hair, or the nights that i lay in bed and just talk to him and i can feel my covers growing closer to me like sumoen is tucking me in
I love Martin Holubar. He was one of the best things that ever happened to me..
I will never forget him for the rest of my life..
i will never forget...
the time on life when he was my only other wicked fan, when everyone else was
laughing at me he was teh one callign me and singing along
The fact that when i was really down and i told him i hate valentines day, and then
that day at school he came to me with an "ANTI- valentines day card" he made for us
the time that he made me walk uo the isle with him before Penguins and he got
really nervous and embarrassed and teh next words out of his mouth were "Kayla
would you go on a date with me?"
The time when i went to see Fiddler and he was so excited to show me his friends
that he puuled me straight thru the mud and we both got it ALL over us
AND SO MANY OTHER THINGS.. i have too many wonderful memories of him to count!
BUT at the same time.. i know that he doesnt want us dwelling on him.. he wants us to life our own lives to the fullest.
I love Martin Holubar with all my heart.. he taught me more than any other person in the world! Im just so blessed to have known him like i did, i am one of the luckiest people in the world for that