Jan 07, 2006 11:21
Ok- So i was over at brad and lori's last night, brad was gone..and only pam came. -We still have a good time.
I was talking to Pam and Lori about relationships and stuff like that. Something that Pam said, made me feel so great - she was talking about all these christian relationships that had fallen just before they got married, and how they had just major struggles..to where some arn't together anymore (listen, i'm not saying that everyone who has made the mistake of sex before marriage is going to have a horrible relationship when they're married, cuz..thats definitly not true- just thought i'd clarify) ne who...and shes like..but Kayla i truly believe because you have waited..not only for that, but in general waited- God is going to bless your marriage tremedously.
That was like the greatest thing to hear for some reason. So that night I went home, and I was praying about it, and I just started bawling- realizing that God would do that for me, when I believe that I am totally undeserving of his goodness. - Man you have to love God!!!!! :D I sure do.
Then i'm having these weird dreams..yeah...Kari you know. ;)
The end.