May 19, 2005 21:30
I just wish I had the strength to say goodbye and know that it's all going to be alright. I'm so happy for everyone but it just hurts so much to be on the side where I have to watch them walk away. I just feel each one of them taking a piece of my heart and I don't feel complete. I hate life and I hate change. I just want everything to be the way it used too...I want to be happy again.