sooo excited...yet sad!:(
hey everyone..today kinda sucked!!! i looked like shitttt today!!:(but me and britt saw RUSS!!!!! wow is that kid extra hotttt!! haha and jarod looked reallly good today!!! and i'm sooo excited for 2morrow night!!! it's going to be sooo fun! and Nieman moved me and hannah up!:) wooooo..i hope she changes the triple to a double...then it would be 100% better! but we do this fun thing at the beginning!!:) it's awesome! i'm sooooo excited!
but today sucked b/c i saw jarod but he didnt even look at me! he didnt go to his locker 2day after 6th period and i didnt see him after 3rd!:(:( idk i'm sooo confused about him..i like him sooooo much!! like idk even know how to explain it! its soo werid..and then he seems like he could careless if i even existed! which half the time i dont think he even notices that i'm there! and he doesnt like me at allll!!! i know nothings ever going to happen but...just not talking to him just ruins my day!:( i know i'm prolly dumb for liking him but i cant help it!! its like he would rather talk to anyone in the world besides me!! i want him to like me soooo bad or just wanting him to talk to me is good enough...but i cant even get him to talk to me at all..:'( it hurts...and makes me like depressed i havent even ate that much!! and that's like totally unusaul i'm usually always eating..but i havent been in the moood to eat..i havent been happy in a looooong time!:( sorry i just needed to vent to everyone!
on a better note! i'm really excited for 2morrow night and just everything!! and Saturday is DANIELLES PARTAY!! woooooooooo haha...dee what do you want for ur b-day? and i think me and melissa are going to subway 2morrow!!:):) i think! and i'm soo excited for that!! wooo i'm craving it! i have had subway sooo much the past like 3 weeks! ok well i think i'm going to go.i might write later if something exciting happens!:/ haha...i'll ttyl
love always and forever